U didn t answer,u don t want to answer me.

I don t know what should i do.just wait and wait and wasting time.i killed time.i am tired of waiting and i lose u.

What happen betwin us?i forget ur voice,ur face.i just remember what u told me.this‏ ‏ is my fault.our days never come back.even i can t imagine ur kiss,hug,u r disapear.

It s raining and i can t sleep.

I wish u will come back.

If i lose u,i will be die.

What r u doing?

I was looking for a word,i don t know.A bad woman who have open relationship with other men.

Never let me go,

It is my life.i had an exam and i was very hard.u didn t call me or asked me about my exam.u know it was very important for me but u didn t care.u can continue ur life with ur innocent wife.u don t need me.i am going to die without u.when u don t like me,u don t care.

last week,exactly 7 days ago i lost u.and all of my memory.i understood i was a bad girl,i destroy ur life with my love.u told me that i love u and nobody loved u like me ever.i cry.all the way i came back home.i can t stop crying.my life is meaningless without u.u forget me and i can t forget u.

I miss u,really.past is ur memory,future is wish and now is for u.but now i miss u and can t tolarent.

u tell me don t email,don t text,don t write,don t talk,don t call.u can tell me go to the hell,die .

I was thinking about u.and i wanted to cry.nothing good happen.just lonlyness and gloomy days.i can t believe that i lost u.i don t have anything in my life.how can i live?

I dream,leave my home,parents and all the things i hate .I dream,one day i leave.and it will‏ be‏ happen.

In this hard moments i find my friends.i am not alone.i have best of them.i am ready for any hard exam.

I am waiting.i am going to have an MA exam.i suppose to succeed but how?alone.i am waiting for ur call,my dear.u told me last night when i was in the street near my class,by public telephone.

I wanted to say,i was praying all 2days ago,for u.just for ur peace and health.but i couldn t.like always i couldn t talk.i miss u.i don t wanna lost u.and u calm me with ur voice.

I heard ur voice,u were at work i guess.how are u?I asked two times.and u told me ur r ok.I feel better now.it was good.

It is hard,very hard.more than u imagine.but u can t.I was crying whole day.don t know about u and what happen to u and this is bother me.